Friday, July 31, 2009

Back in the day

Late last night, I received this text message:
"Member that bitch said I didn't have any goals? Whats up now!"
All I could do is bust out laughing when I read it. So I fished around my wallet and found the original email (YES I CARRY THIS ACTUAL TATTERED EMAIL AROUND IN MY WALLET) that the text was referring too. Here it is in it's entirety:

I have been thinking and that is all I have been doing. I cannot stop thinking about yesterday and what you did to me. I do not know if you will ever know what i was going through on Sunday. I know you and you are thinking, I was being dramatic or desperate, and you can think what you want but I was upset and I was a mess.

You had choices yesterday..................................and you decided to go with the choice that hurt me. I do not want that in a boyfriend. I would never treat you that way and I know that I do not deserve to be treated that way.

Right now I was you to decide what you want. I know what I want. I want you in my life, but I never want to feel that way again. If you want to be with me you need to make that decision and make a commitment to me and to us. By that i mean uou have to put me first in your life. That may sound selfish of me, but it is what I want. I will continue to put you first in my life.

I guess what I am saying is, if you want to be with me, you need to tell me and show me that now or let me go.

I feel as though I give you freedom, at least as much as a serious relationship allows and still I was taken advantage of.

Can you come over tomorrow night so that we can resolve something. I want you to decide what you want so I think that giving you a day to think about it will mean you will have some sort of answers tomorrow night. For example, when I ask you tomorrow night what you want, I hope that you will know. I want to know what your goals are.

It is up to you.

You guys can take it as you will but I find that it is a masterful, powerful and tantalizing email. I have carried this email with me for about 10 years. Don't worry I have others that I carry and will share with you over time.


Iggles said...


Anonymous said...

So who is the clingy Bitch?

Iggles said...

I think I know who it is and she's one of my all-time favorites!

d said...

Hey now -
There are reasons that I didn't name names!

Anonymous said...

Does Rio owe her monies?

RIO said...

I have one word for that letter, "AMAZING"

RIO said...

I may actually owe her money I owe alot of people monies over the years

Anonymous said...

goals? has to be rio but the kid played goalie? pay attention bitch! goalies dont score goals

Anonymous said...

This sounds to me like this was her first time trying anal and something went horribly wrong. Am i right.....or am i right